Happy New Year?

January, 1st

A new year had began. Full of hope, prosperity and expectative. the old 2010 left us with bitter moments but at the same time wonderful memories. A new year began full of love surrounding us. And in my roof, a big moose mosses strong and fearless. January 1st and nothing to tell. what a fuck?! it´s impossible. after all we left behind us there has to be something to say. Nothing but words blowing in the air. Nothing but peases of me getting older on time. Getting dusty. But, as Lennon said NOTHING´S GONNA CHANGE MY WORLD! nothing´s gonna change MY FUCKING WORLD!! We were made to leave a step on this world. Because all together we can make a big path through this dark forest we call life.

Another year on my poor life. Whit a sweet smell of nothing on my nose and a noisy sound on my fucking ear. There´s a carnival of light on my mouth. I wonder why did you not come to it. The only guest who misses it´s your tongue with that tasty flavour of cigarettes and alcohol. You never gave me my money. You never worried about myself. I´m gonna move on. You don´t think to return, do you? You´re not allowed to do it. A person who hurt me that way it´s no longer a guest here.

Why? Why always the same regret? NO! WE ARE FRIENDS!!! you can´t imagine how I hate that phrase! I´m not going to disappear. If only you don´t care about our relationship. How do you know that you wanna be my friend and nothing else? that´s impossible. Let´s make a deal. If you don´t like my kiss you can´t return it to me. I´ll not complain about that. You can´t imagine how much I want to kiss you. The worst way to miss you is when you´re at my side and I know that you will never be mine. Why it´s always so hard? Why there´s always something to make my life so despicable? I hate myself. I hate you. I hated 2010. I love my friends. I love my family. I LOVE YOU!  and can´t  realize about that…

have a happy new year. I´ll try to have a happy new year too…

Sincerely, Mr. Moustache